I once told a girl that because of what happened between her and I, she would be the reason why I wouldn’t hurt someone again. I made a mistake, what I meant was, I would never hurt her again. If only, I could prove it.
It is just hitting me, that it really bugs me that you’re upset with me for speaking my mind about how I feel about you. You hate me because I have no one to express my feelings to so I turn to my keyboard. You hate me because all i have to help me express my emotion is this damn blog. I’m sorry but, with every little thing you do that hurts me, it only makes this whole thing worse. I’m a man but realizing this makes me wanna cry in side. Of course I won’t.
You better not be, who I think you are. If you think you can dance your way back into my life, think again. If you are reading this too, then just know that you ought to stop trying to find info about me secretly. Why don’t you straight up just talk to me? But you probably aren’t who I think you are. You vowed to never communicate with me ever again. Perhaps I’ve forgotten. There goes the shredded remains of what little hope I ever had.
I’m not gonna miss 2009 at all.